Poem #5

His Scent, My Favourite


A man passed by with the fragrance that was once my favourite
My mind goes back to the moment when you were mine
Flashbacks of late night talks with silly jokes
Your scent overpowers my mind and captured my heart
The force of the fragrance will not let me forget
The smell that was once masculine and musky to me
Has now captured another heart and soul
The smell of your cologne reminds me of days gone by
Reminding me of how love can give you happiness and strength
Do I really like the scent? Or do I like the person with the scent?
Or is it the sweet memories of two fools that were once in love
Making the scent even more powerful?
I still remember the last time I met you
You're with different scent but the feel is still the same
I guess the scent wasn't really my favourite
It is you, my favourite thoughts to think about everyday
I should be thankful for everything
The thought of the scent is making me stronger everyday
As we've grown to strong, we can drift away from each others' paths
In journey to find our own happiness.

But that was just what I thought it should be
But the reality hits me harder when you're just in my mind
But you're not there in my life anymore
It is hard to forget someone who gave so much to remember
I'll need to accept the fact that you won't be real anymore
I just can have you, only in my dreams
Then I'd rather dream about you every nights
And daydream about you everyday
So that you'll always be there and never fade away
You are just like the unicorn....
MAGICAL! AND do exist! But only in my dream.

- still here.

Poem #4

In Each Every

Every morning when I wake up from sleep

You're the first thought in my mind

Imagining how it'd be to wake up right next to you.

Every night when I'm about to go to sleep

You're always the last thought that I want to think

Hoping that I will meet you again even if it is just a dream.

Everyday when I'm trying to live my life to the fullest

You're there in my mind

Playing the old memories over and over again.

Everything that I do to not think about you

You're still there in my mind

A place where you're not supposed to be.

No matter what I do, where I am, what time is it

You will always find a way to slip into my mind

You're THERE, you're HERE, you're EVERYWHERE

Just not in my life, anymore.

And that's why it hurts the most.

- a girl that can't be moved