tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87161571150736178492024-03-14T10:57:37.605+08:00// Cluelessayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-24115589717424412892020-07-03T20:34:00.000+08:002020-07-03T20:34:30.712+08:00It is a New BeginningAssalamualaikum and good evening everyone!<br />
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It has been so long since I last wrote my last post. All my previous posts are about one person, the person that I love the most. How regret I am, losing him a few times when I had the chances. And I keep hoping that I could turn back the time so that I can make things right. But, we ain't living in fairytales right. We cannot change what happened in the past, but yeah we can change the present and future.<br />
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Since the last time I lost him, I met a few guys, get into a few relationships but after 4 years, my feelings remained the same. It is always him. Andddd here's the interesting part. After 4 years, he is finally mine again. Alhamdulillah. After all the heart breaks and pains, we are finally together again. It has been 7 years since the first time I met him, fell in love with him, but until this very moment I am still in love with him.<br />
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People will say that I am re-reading the old book that I already know the ending. But the thing is, there is no ending until you die. As you are still alive, the story will continue to write. So this is my new beginning. I never expected this to happen. But, I am grateful it happened. So I am going to write a few notes for my future self. So that I can go through this and have a happy ending.<br />
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Firstly, no matter how hard things get, please stay strong. Remember that is is harder to live without him. So, if there is any problem, talk to him. Do not talk to other people. Because communication is the key. You guys made it already, after so many years, you guys are finally together. Do not let this end like this. Stay strong and love him with all your might.<br />
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Secondly, pleaseeeeeeee save your freaking money Ain hahahaah remember your goal is to marry him so save your moneyyyyyyy!!! Do not put all the burden on him alone. It about the two of you, so you have to go through the hardships together. Save money first, shopping later. Know your priority Ain. Stay strong dearself.<br />
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Obviously there are going to be guys better than him, but remember there are also many girls better than you. But he still chooses you, no matter how much you have caused him pains, he still loves you. So ignore all guys. And focus only on him. Love him. Care for him.<br />
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And lastly, to the person I love the most, thank you for accepting me the way I am. Thank you for making me wanna be a better me. Thank you for everything. I really really love you. And I will make this work. I will love you till my last breath. Insya Allah, I will try to become a better person for you. Someone who cares for you, cook for you, love you. I wanna be yours forever. And till Jannah. I will always love you.<br />
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Thank you.ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-3548887490442444782020-01-04T21:50:00.000+08:002020-01-04T21:50:02.128+08:00Poem #7<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b>Favourite Mistake</b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">If you make a mistake</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">that hurt you till you bleed</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">you are not supposed to repeat the same mistake</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">you should learn from it</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but you...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">are the only one mistake</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">that I'd rather make again and again</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">just so that you will still be in my life</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">because without you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I am not who I am</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">you're my home</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">without you I'd be lost</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I've been lost and found few times</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I just want to be found by you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">If thinking about you is a mistake</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I'd rather repeat the same mistake again and again</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I want to think about you each and every time</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">you're my favourite mistake</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">my favourite person</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">my favourite.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">- since 2013 youre my fav.</span>ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-69596824466949576892019-12-07T21:47:00.000+08:002019-12-07T21:50:20.414+08:00Poem #6<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><b>Stone in My Chest</b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><b><br /></b></span><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">This heart of mine</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">is not able to love someone else</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">seems like it was made</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">only to love you</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">and to be loved by you</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">no matter bow hard I try</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">Or somebody else try</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">it won't open</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">they said think with my head</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">not the stone in my chest</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">but the heart wants what it want</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">s</span><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">and it wants you</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: xx-small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;">I want you.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><br /></span>
- I am still waiting for you.</span>ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-38981399705317671692019-07-12T21:48:00.002+08:002019-07-12T21:48:56.543+08:00I LOVE YOU #1<blockquote class="tr_bq" style="text-align: center;">
I love you because of the way you make me smile</blockquote>
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How can a person can make me smile even over tiny things? Hehehe you make me smile just by seeing your notifications. I am so madly, truly and honestly in love with you. You make me smile with your silly jokes. Sometimes memang hambar teruk but yeah you still make me laugh do. Seeing your name in my notifications excite me the most. I wish I can see you instead of just reading your messages.<br />
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But... it was all in the past. Your name still excite me but our situation is not the same anymore. You're with someone else, not me. I am just your past, and maybe someone that you pitied? I am still here, waiting for you. Because you're the only person I want to spend my life with forever.ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-86796213843532252262019-06-16T02:46:00.000+08:002019-07-12T21:38:28.105+08:00Poem #5<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>His Scent, My Favourite</b></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">A man passed by with the fragrance that was once my favourite</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">My mind goes back to the moment when you were mine</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Flashbacks of late night talks with silly jokes</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Your scent overpowers my mind and captured my heart</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">The force of the fragrance will not let me forget</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">The smell that was once masculine and musky to me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Has now captured another heart and soul</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">The smell of your cologne reminds me of days gone by</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Reminding me of how love can give you happiness and strength</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Do I really like the scent? Or do I like the person with the scent?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Or is it the sweet memories of two fools that were once in love</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Making the scent even more powerful?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I still remember the last time I met you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You're with different scent but the feel is still the same</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I guess the scent wasn't really my favourite</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">It is you, my favourite thoughts to think about everyday</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I should be thankful for everything</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">The thought of the scent is making me stronger everyday</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">As we've grown to strong, we can drift away from each others' paths</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">In journey to find our own happiness.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">But that was just what I thought it should be</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">But the reality hits me harder when you're just in my mind</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">But you're not there in my life anymore</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">It is hard to forget someone who gave so much to remember</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I'll need to accept the fact that you won't be real anymore</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I just can have you, only in my dreams</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Then I'd rather dream about you every nights</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">And daydream about you everyday</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So that you'll always be there and never fade away</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You are just like the unicorn....</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">MAGICAL! AND do exist! But only in my dream.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- still here.</span>ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-44757264352916266572019-06-16T02:22:00.003+08:002019-06-16T02:22:50.480+08:00Poem #4<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>In Each Every</b></span><div>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Every morning when I wake up from sleep</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You're the first thought in my mind</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Imagining how it'd be to wake up right next to you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Every night when I'm about to go to sleep</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You're always the last thought that I want to think</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Hoping that I will meet you again even if it is just a dream.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Everyday when I'm trying to live my life to the fullest</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You're there in my mind</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Playing the old memories over and over again.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Everything that I do to not think about you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You're still there in my mind</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">A place where you're not supposed to be.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">No matter what I do, where I am, what time is it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You will always find a way to slip into my mind</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You're THERE, you're HERE, you're EVERYWHERE</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Just not in my life, anymore.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">And that's why it hurts the most.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- a girl that can't be moved</span></div>
ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-28444909403088992652019-05-27T01:59:00.000+08:002019-05-27T01:59:03.918+08:00Poem #3<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">MILK AND HONEY</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I thought our love would last forever</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">But I forget each things have expiry date</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Just like the milk get spoiled</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">That is how our love is</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Stink, after certain time</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I wished for the honey</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Because honey don't come with expiry date</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Which could last forever</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">But I forget how fucked up this world is</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">It's gonna be just in my dream</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Every story does not end with "happily ever after"</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Forever does not exist</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So do you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Just like unicorn</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Only in my dream.</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- a girl that can't be moved</span></div>
ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-8983173427795951442019-05-20T01:53:00.000+08:002019-05-13T02:00:04.395+08:00Poem #2<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Moon and the Stars</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You aim for the moon</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">But you met me</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">In the midst of the journey</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Among the stars</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You mistaken me as the moon</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">When you realise that</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I'm just one of the many stars</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You continue your journey</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Why? Because you realise</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">You might lose the moon</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">While counting the stars</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- a girl that can't be moved</span></div>
ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-13771320087864415692019-05-13T01:45:00.002+08:002019-05-13T02:00:22.590+08:00Poem #1<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">A Line</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Draw a line</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So that I know where I can stay</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Trying not to cross the line</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">be where I'm supposed to be</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Watching you back so you don't get hurt</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">But if one day you ever feel alone</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I'd sacrifice my soul to cross the line</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">To be closer to you</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">So that you know that you're never alone</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I'm always by your side</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Even when you're not paying attention</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">I'll always run to you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">Even when you're not there anymore.
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">- a girl that can't be moved </span></div>
ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-7145181430101785202019-01-27T19:41:00.003+08:002019-01-27T19:41:53.108+08:00What is Love?When you love someone, did you give your whole heart to that person? Because I once like that, I'm giving my heart to one person and it made me heartless now. It is not like I don't want to fall in love again but I just can;t trust anybody with my heart. I'm saving every pieces of my broken heart for the rightful one (read a husband).<div>
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If you really love someone, you won't force them to fall for you. Love comes at the most unexpected time. and if you love someone, you should give that person time and space to heal herself/himself. What I mean is, love can't be forced. It is a little bit complicated but... if you hold on to tight, you will destroy that person but if you let go too loose, you might loose that person. So.. the thing is.. making effort just enough would be fine to make them stay.</div>
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How do you know you love someone?For me, the things that he likes eventually become my favourite, every love songs remind me of him, I can't go through a day without thinking about him and many more. That is how I know that I love him.</div>
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But.. things do not end very well for. Me, the one who promised to stay, let go of his hand. I was such an ungrateful brat back then and until now I still am a brat. That was the stupidest decision I had ever made. If I could turn back the time, I know I won't change anything. Because that is how I am. A bitch. I won't change anything because every relationship will end either with a break up or marriage. Knowing me, a person who can't take things seriously, I'm afraid of that attachment. When things get too serious, I back off. Stupid me.</div>
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Until now, I'm not sure whether I already get over him or not. It has been two years and I'm still stuck in the past. Did I miss him? Or just the sweet memories? I don't know. Thank you for being a part of my journey. If it is meant to be it will be. </div>
ayien:)http://www.blogger.com/profile/01438256195911314120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8716157115073617849.post-24820132187907823342016-07-20T00:28:00.002+08:002016-07-20T00:29:14.776+08:00First postHola! I mean heyy. So im currently not in a good mood for the first post ahahahaha but it's okay! So i am right now listening to sad songs. They are not sad songs but when you truly understand the lyrics, it become sad somehow. Can you relate?<br />
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So im starting to write this blog again, anonymously because i dont want people to recognize me. So that case i can write freely without anyone interrupting. So... This gonna be ermmm my personal online diary i guess. Since i dont open up to people, so this is where im telling my story.<br />
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Erm i've been thinking, what should i write for the first post. And i've no ideaaa omg so im gonna talk about my favourite person (aside from family and friends). He's a special person to me.. Yeah, he sacrifice a lot for me, but im not the type to show my appreciation. i kept treating him ermmm badly i guess ahahahahahaha yeah im so pathetic.<br />
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People give me love but then i repay them with bullshitssss im sorry for this. But i really am not the type to tell people how i feel actually. I dont know.. I keep picking up fights over small matters. But..... You apologize first, you comfort me, telling me how afraid you are when thinking that you might lose me. Ah shit im not a good person. How come i treat people like this. I keep thinking that I dont deserve to be with a good man like you but you keep telling me how i complete your life. Ugh<br />
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I cant change myself..... It was... just.... impossible..... So...... Can you please keep holding on me? Dont let me go. I really really really dont want to lose you.........<br />
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Thats all... Im being nonsense on my very first post ahahaahahahaa okbye goodnight!<br />
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Goodnight lavh</div>
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