If you really love someone, you won't force them to fall for you. Love comes at the most unexpected time. and if you love someone, you should give that person time and space to heal herself/himself. What I mean is, love can't be forced. It is a little bit complicated but... if you hold on to tight, you will destroy that person but if you let go too loose, you might loose that person. So.. the thing is.. making effort just enough would be fine to make them stay.
How do you know you love someone?For me, the things that he likes eventually become my favourite, every love songs remind me of him, I can't go through a day without thinking about him and many more. That is how I know that I love him.
But.. things do not end very well for. Me, the one who promised to stay, let go of his hand. I was such an ungrateful brat back then and until now I still am a brat. That was the stupidest decision I had ever made. If I could turn back the time, I know I won't change anything. Because that is how I am. A bitch. I won't change anything because every relationship will end either with a break up or marriage. Knowing me, a person who can't take things seriously, I'm afraid of that attachment. When things get too serious, I back off. Stupid me.
Until now, I'm not sure whether I already get over him or not. It has been two years and I'm still stuck in the past. Did I miss him? Or just the sweet memories? I don't know. Thank you for being a part of my journey. If it is meant to be it will be.